Monday 25 March 2013

COMPLETE THE CIRCLE - Chapter 7


Chapter 7

David Lutman sat slouched in his chair, doing nothing but stare at a pile of stationary brochures that had been unceremoniously dumped on his desk prior to his arrival at the office that morning.
It was now three weeks since Jeannie’s surprise announcement. His thoughts were becoming much less focused on work, and more on the trip. He was also beginning to feel a little more relaxed, even happy in that he had a sense of purpose as to why he was doing this.
Even so, the holiday was not coming quickly enough. Arrangements had now been made for the car journey to the airport with his parents the following Saturday morning, with Jeannie now added for mutual support. When Lutman asked her whether she had seen or spoken to her old boyfriend, she made it very clear that she did not want to see him ever again. Being single once more was great.
So was all this part of the course of events that were being set up for him? Was it really going to be Jeannie? She loves discos, nightclubs, late nights, all those activities that he utterly despised. Maybe she was going to change…
But sleeping with her? Well...
*
‘You packed yet?’ she chirped that morning, as she had done so every morning so far that week, popping her head around the partition wall.
‘Not yet,’ he would always reply with equal enthusiasm, although this time he added that he would be ordering his dollars later.
‘So how much you taking?’
‘About two hundred pounds’ worth. The rest I'll use my card.’
‘Rich man! Hey - d’you think it’s going to be cold? I know it’s usually hot out there.’
‘Well…’ After having been there before, Lutman considered himself to be reasonably knowledgeable on this subject. ‘I think it’ll be warm on the coast and also in Las Vegas, but when we get to the likes of the Grand Canyon I reckon we’ll need a sweater or two. After all, it’s going to be close to mid-October.’
Jeannie grinned. ‘Especially as we’re camping… Hey David,’ she sniggered, ‘just think, I might need some help keeping warm in the tent!’
‘Er, sorry…?’ Lutman’s heart skipped a beat.
‘Oh Dave,’ she laughed, after reading his expression. ‘I really didn’t know you cared! I’d better go now. See ya!’
Was she being serious? Lutman looked down at the office furniture catalogue he planned to thumb through. He had to think of something else.
Well, she was the playful type. But did she really want him to keep her warm in bed? Share the tent, eventually share the sleeping bags? Eventually have sex?
         Stop it, he kept telling himself. There was no way on earth she would become the future Mrs. Lutman.
*
With just two days to go, Jeannie bought a few more clothes and obtained her dollars, and Lutman collected his tickets and a few other items. He had not really purchased anything of significance towards the trip as experience had taught him to travel economically. Even so, he had deliberately packed more extras than usual. After all, he reasoned, there was a distinct possibility that he would be spending more time in the States than two weeks if things turn out in ways he did not expect, but were in fact to be part of the course of events that would lead him to meeting his wife. And, of course, he made sure he included the most important item of them all – the green baseball cap.
            His daily conversations with Jeannie were now firmly focused on the trip, but these were not nearly as jovial. Since that remark about the tent, she seemed a lot more careful with choosing her words. His feeling was that she was distancing herself slightly; her visits to his work space had become less frequent, and their discussions had become more focused on the serious aspects of their trip. This small change in their relationship convinced him that the possibilities of her being his future wife were becoming more remote, which he felt a little relieved about. After all, he just could not feel that there was a relationship to be had with her. There was no inate desire to do so. But as a consequence he could not help but think that their once good pals/buddies relationship had irrevocably deteriorated. Jeannie was supposed to be a good friend.
Come on, he told himself. There’s no way she was going with him so that he could bed her.
David Lutman now felt stupid and disgusted with himself.

Chapter 8 >

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