Monday, 4 March 2013

COMPLETE THE CIRCLE - Chapter 3


Chapter 3

‘Morning, David.’
David Lutman wearily plodded down the stairs the following morning, fully dressed for work in his obligatory office attire. His black briefcase was hanging loosely in his right hand, with the green baseball cap gripped tightly in his left. He had tried to grab whatever sleep he could with the time left over from last night after his lengthy stint on his laptop, but trying to find the relevant information proved nigh on impossible.
He traipsed into the kitchen, placing together the case and cap on the working surface that lay underneath the wall-mounted TV, which he automatically switched on. He then opened the nearest of the several cupboards that lined the walls just below his eye-level. A huge yawn rendered mobility momentarily impossible, after which he took out a box of breakfast cereal. The kettle had already boiled, so he removed a tea-bag from a small brown pot that was placed in a corner of the working surface. From another nearby cupboard, he removed a mug that was big enough to fill two average tea cups, filled it with boiling water, and plopped the teabag inside. He then helped himself to milk and sugar for both his cereal and tea, and then quietly sat down on one of the dining chairs that surrounded the small corner table. He stared wearily at his dish, his cereal not looking particularly appealing this morning.
‘Er, morning, David! Hello?’
David Lutman suddenly looked up. ‘Oh, sorry, dad.’ It was not that often that he appeared in the kitchen after his father did so.
Dennis Lutman looked at his son’s face. He could not help noticing there were bags under the eyes, and his hair had clearly not been brushed properly. ‘You look like you had an interesting night last night. Not hungry this morning?’
His retired father was a sprightly and youthful-looking sixty-year old who, despite a few grey streaks, was proud of having kept a full head of black hair. He also kept himself in trim by regularly working in his garden and doing plenty of walking. And he rigidly stuck to a ritual that, on weekdays, at 7.30am every morning, and always dressed in his navy night-gown and slippers, he would appear in the kitchen in order to make tea for himself and his wife, Janice.
Lutman looked up wearily from his still-full breakfast bowl. ‘I was just thinking,’ he murmured quietly.
‘Just thinking?’ asked Lutman senior, making a half-hearted attempt to sound interested. ‘About what?’
‘Erm… yeah, well…’ Lutman suddenly decided he needed to end the gestation of a potentially difficult conversation quickly. ‘Well, dad, I’ve decided I’m going back to the States for another holiday.’
His father tried to look surprised. ‘Oh yes? So whereabouts are you off to now, then?’
Lutman smiled. ‘Well, I decided on California. There’s a trip in the latest trek brochure called the Indian Adventure.’
Lutman senior was genuinely surprised. ‘Haven’t you already been to California?’
It then occurred to David Lutman that he usually had this kind of holiday already meticulously planned out and arranged within minutes of making such a decision. He would have had all the permutations of getting there examined and costed, the dates sorted, the e-mails written to confirm time off work, the practicalities of transportation to the airport arranged, and collected the various books and maps before announcing such a trip. So there was no ready answer to the question.
So his father changed his question. ‘So… when’re you flying then?’
After a short pause, his son replied quietly, ‘I don’t know yet.’ He tried to sound cheerful. ‘But I’m popping down to the travel agent during my lunch break to see when the next trip is.’
‘Next trip? So when d’you hope?’
‘As soon as possible.’
‘Must be quite a trip.’
‘If all goes to plan, it may well be.’
His father smiled. ‘David, you look shattered. What time did you get to bed last night, then?’
‘Oh, well, too late, I suppose.’
‘What exactly were you doing all night?’
‘Just erm… getting and reading info on the trip.’
Lutman senior was not too sure whether to believe this, and was about to let it drop when he noticed the baseball cap placed on top of the briefcase. ‘Hey, see bought yourself a new hat! That for the trip too?’
Suddenly aware that he had not discreetly kept the cap out of sight, David Lutman grabbed it. ‘Jesus, is that the time? Better shift. See you, Dad!’
*
That morning had a distinctively autumn feel about it as Lutman witnessed many of his neighbours scraping the first frost off the windows of their cars after summer.
David Lutman and his parents lived in a leafy suburb of Hensfield, a large town in the English East Midlands. The house was set back in a cul-de-sac where just about everyone kept themselves to themselves, blissfully unaware of each others' existence. Indeed, the family knew very little, if anything at all, about anyone in their particular road, save for those immediately next door. They would, out of courtesy, politely talk over the fence if their immediate neighbours happened to be present, but in all that time they had never stepped into each others’ gardens, let alone inside their houses. Lutman murmured a quiet ‘hello’ to Miss Forsyth, a business lady in her mid-thirties who lived roughly opposite. She was wrapped up in a thick mock-fur coat that covered everything above the knee to only reveal a pair of black tights and some awkward looking black high-heels. She smiled back, continuing to scrape the ice from the windscreen of her MG. That was the limit of their neighbourly relationship, along with just about everyone else in the street.
*
For those that did know something about David Lutman, he was a clean-shaven, black-haired, reasonably handsome young man, some 170 centimeters tall. But he was slightly plumpish, a consequence of being in a largely sedentary profession. He worked as a press officer for the Hensfield council, a job that he did not particularly enjoy. His position there had been gained through being an extremely diligent member of staff who had worked his way up in the various positions and departments to eventually reach his current standing. This was helped by the fact that he was a very articulate and well spoken individual, making him particularly suited to media contact. But the position demanded that he always wore a jacket, shirt and tie, things that he had always been very uncomfortable with. Every day, as soon he got home, he would always change into something as casual as possible.
The Hensfield council job was his nine-to-five Monday to Friday routine, a position he had now held for almost four years, and a role that he now found suitably depressing. But thanks to his length of service with the council, Lutman had accumulated a considerable amount of annual free time. Such blocks were always taken full advantage of, and he would often take regular breaks away from the job and the town and helping him, he felt, to retain his sanity. He would block off these days into two week breaks and pursue an activity holiday. Two of these would be taken every year.
Recently, many of these breaks had taken him out of the country altogether. He loved visiting the United States, in particular those trips that included touring, pitching tents, washing up and hiking, along with the contrasting, fascinating, and always breathtaking scenery that always accompanied such adventures. All these visits had long made up his mind that the English East Midlands, a predominantly flat region, just did not compare with the natural wonders across the Atlantic. For Lutman, those excursions were a complete and utter contrast to UK life, and he enjoyed them to the full. To his mind, these trips were, in effect, his chance to be someone else, a different David Lutman. A David Lutman unknown to everyone else. A better David Lutman. A more outgoing David Lutman.
A new David Lutman.
*
Half an hour after leaving home in his white Corsa, Lutman soon found himself crawling along the main road into the town, along with the rest of the Hensfield rush-hour traffic. He knew that it would be another twenty minutes before he would arrive at work, but today he did not feel particularly concerned at this. Important though his position was, his bosses felt it did not merit an office within the two large and very familiar high-rise blocks in the town that made up the main council offices. In fact, his workplace was in a leased set of small rooms located on the fourth floor in a side street, five minutes walk away from both the blocks and the small multi-storey where he regularly left his car.
He entered his offices at ten minutes to nine, greeted the reception staff of two unsmiling middle-aged women, and then went through a small wooden door into a large open-plan area. Here housed several workspaces that were surrounded by old-fashioned, faded orange padded-cloth partitions. Lutman made straight for his space and plopped himself into his office chair, flinging his case onto the desk and staring at the mess next to it that, as far as he was concerned, was half the Amazon rainforest. As he sat still, in silence, glaring at the mass of paper, he let his mind wander elsewhere. Why would my future self tell me that I was going to meet my wife? Am I really that sad that it had to take myself, travelling from a few months or so in the future, to tell me all this?
*
It would be another fifteen minutes before he finally turned his attention to the job at hand.
First, he switched on his mobile and quickly flitted through the missed calls and text messages. Next, he spent two minutes wearily scouring around last week’s accumulated clutter of paper, post-it notes, letters, printed e-mails and various other bits of paper scattered across his desk, before he eventually found the piece of paper he was looking for. He then went into his case to retrieve a pendrive which was promptly slammed into the side of his computer.
He turned to his monitor and started typing out another response to an ongoing and seemingly endless public enquiry on the state of the roads within a local council estate. Sending out these replies both by e-mail and normal post had been occupying him over the last two working days, and he was now wearily trying to search in his mind for the vocabulary for an appropriate formal response. This was now especially difficult as the toll of last night was now catching up with him. The telephone, however, ensured that any accidental dropping off to sleep would be impossible, its guitar-riff ringtone regularly shaking him back to the present. He had to deal with several enquiries on both his mobile and normal phone; the first call of the day being a misdirected call in which his valuable time was spent putting it through to the right connection. The next was a tirade from someone blaming him - and solely him because he worked for the council, even though he had absolutely nothing to do with the problem itself - for planting a bus stop outside her leafy suburban residence. This latter call took up fifteen minutes of his time. Lutman had learned to be patient with difficult calls, but this morning was getting increasingly wearing.
He persevered until it was almost one o’clock when finally, he could wrap his mind around more important matters - the visit to the travel agent.

Chapter 4 >

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